When the MOON talks

update:..

2010-04-09T16:19:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera,
Kami ingin menyampaikan penghargaan dan ucapan terima kasih atas kemurahan hati tuan/puan kepada Tabung Pemindahan Buah Pinggang Abdullah Abdul Rahman. Setiap sumbangan tuan/puan sama ada dalam bentuk wang, usaha sokongan dan doa sejak pelancaran tabung ini pada 15 Mac 2010 sangat bermakna serta berharga buat kami terutama sekali buat Abdullah.
Syukur kepada Allah, sasaran kutipan tabung telah berjaya dicapai. Komitmen peribadi tuan/puan sangat membantu dan telah membolehkan kami mencapai objektif tabung ini dalam jangka waktu yang diharapkan.
Sekarang kami sedang melakukan persiapan untuk meneruskan rawatan pemindahan buah pinggang Abdullah di China dalam bulan April ini. Kami juga sedang menunggu tarikh penerbangan dalam masa yang terdekat. Jika tuan/puan ingin mengetahui perkembangan lanjut tentang Abdullah sepanjang rawatan ini bolehlah melawat laman web http://umi-adnin.blogspot.com nanti.
Oleh itu, kami memohon doa semua agar rawatan ini berjaya dan Allah mengurniakan kesembuhan sempurna yang berpanjangan buat Abdullah.
Moga Allah menerima sumbangan dan doa tuan/puan sebagai amal soleh dan mengurniakan kebaikan buat tuan/puan di dunia dan akhirat. Kami pastinya tidak akan melupakan pertolongan tuan/puan dan menghargainya setiap saat, insyAllah. Terima kasih sekali lagi.
Sekian, Wassalam.
Ikhlas daripada;
kami sekeluarga.

terima kasih tak terkira

2010-03-27T10:27:00.000+08:00

salam.
first of all.. terima kasih tak terkira kepada sesiapa yang memberi sumbangan untuk dana kidney transplant abang saya.. yang saya ade wat satu entry which is entry sebelum ini.
semoga Allah membalas budi mereka, murah rezeki dan beri mereka kebahagian dunia dan akhirat. buat masa ini, dana masih tidak mencukupi, tapi, masih.kerja mengumpul dana sedang dijalankan.

apa-apa update tentang perkembangan abang saya, akan di laporkan.

p/s= rase kekok pula cakap bahase baku ni. haha bukan apa, ramai family members dah tau kewujudan blog ni. so nak bahasa aku kau tu mcm x sedap pulak. terbayang pulak kalau mak ada bace blog ini.. terus x jd nk type 'kau aku.' hehe

TABUNG PEMINDAHAN BUAH PINGGANG ABDULLAH ABDUL RAHMAN

2010-03-23T13:48:00.009+08:00

salam semua. dah lama tak update blog kn? hurm.. entry kali ini mengenai kutipan derma untuk pemindahan buah pinggang abang saya yang sulung, Abdullah Abdul Rahman. details seperti dibawah.

TABUNG PEMINDAHAN BUAH PINGGANG ABDULLAH ABDUL RAHMAN.

Tujuan tabung ini adalah untuk mengumpulkan dana sebanyak RM215,000 bagi membiayai perbelanjaan pemindahan buah pinggang Abdullah di China pada bulan April 2010 ini.

Latar belakang Abdullah

Abdullah Abdul Rahman berusia 30 tahun, berasal dari Kuala Lumpur dan kini menetap di Sungai Petani, Kedah. Beliau merupakan seorang jurutera di PETRONAS Fertilizer Kedah dan berkelulusan Ijazah Sarjana Muda (kepujian) Kejuruteraan Mekanikal dari Universiti Manchester, UK. Beliau sudah berkahwin dengan Dzilal bt Abdul Aziz dan mempunyai seorang cahaya mata.

Penyakit Buah Pinggang (End Stage Renal Disease)

Abdullah telah disahkan mengalami kerosakan kedua-dua buah pinggangnya (End Stage Renal Disease (ESRD)) pada Februari 2009. Punca kepada kerosakan buah pinggang beliau tidak diketahui dan tidak dapat dikenal pasti.

Rawatan Sekarang

Kini beliau terpaksa menjalani rawatan Haemodialisis (mencuci darah) 3 kali seminggu. Rawatan ini akan berterusan sehingga ke akhir hayat beliau kecuali pemindahan buah pinggang (kidney transplant) dapat dilakukan. Rawatan Haemodialisis tidak dapat memberikan tahap kesihatan yg sebaiknya . Pelbagai komplikasi kesihatan seperti masalah jantung, paru –paru, dan sebagainya akan berlaku. Doktor juga memaklumkan bahawa pemindahan buah pinggang ini jika dilakukan lebih cepat lebih baik kerana fizikalnya masih kuat dan kesan kerosakan buah pinggang pada badannya masih minimal. Penyakitnya setakat ini telah pun menimbulkan pelbagai komplikasi lain yang membataskan pergerakannya dan melemahkan fizikal beliau.

Masalah pemindahan buah pinggang di Malaysia

Usaha untuk mendapatkan penderma yang sesuai daripada kalangan ahli keluarga telah dilaksanakan, malangnya tidak berjaya. Manakala menunggu giliran dalam senarai menunggu pemindahan buah pinggang kementerian kesihatan di Malaysia memakan masa yang lama (l0 -12 tahun).

Mohon Sumbangan Anda

Kami memohon sumbangan ikhlas anda dengan harapan dapat mempercepatkan pengumpulan dana tersebut seterusnya membolehkan Abdullah menjalani rawatan pemindahan buah pinggangnya.

Kami juga mengharapkan doa dari tuan/puan agar usaha ini berjaya dan Abdullah dikurniakan kesembuhan berpanjangan oleh Allah swt.

Sumbangan boleh disalurkan melalui :
a. "bank in" terus ke akaun Maybank - a/c: 564490210905
b. Sumbangan atas nama : Abdullah bin Abdul Rahman
c. Tunai – boleh hubungi nama di bawah

Sebarang pertanyaan lanjut bolehlah hubungi :
En. Abdul Rahman Hussein 012 – 2053484
Pn. Noriah Jusoh 019 – 2692441
I.r. Abdul Aziz Omar 016 – 6654212
Pn. Kerisisiah Mohd Daud 019 – 5769272
Pn. Dzilal Abdul Aziz 016 – 4101607

Semua sumbangan dan doa didahului dengan ucapan terima kasih. Semoga diterima Allah sebagai amal soleh dan dibalas Allah dengan ganjaran berlipat kali ganda.

AZAM SEMESTER BARU

2009-12-30T21:50:00.002+08:00

3 Jan, Ahad aku akan balik ke campus.
so sempena tahun baru, semster baru. aku ade beberapa azam. (oh, ni first time aku ada azam tahun baru., biasanya azam bulan baru je.) haha

1) Nak bagi bilik cantik+kemas sentiasa. x nak bersepah mcm sem lepas. haha malu je bilik anak dara bersepah. tapi ni kene tengok jugak kerjasama roomate2 aku. hope diorang kerjasama. heee

2) Tingkatkan prestasi kurangkan radiasi. hehe.. laptop,movie.. semua tu radiasi tanpa sedar tu. plus,lagho2.. .

3) Nak jaga makan. nak kurus!

4) nak jadi pelajar kolej yang aktif.

5) Jaga mulut aku yang sarkastik tak agak. kena jaga perasaan orang weh. mungkin aku kena
jadi sarcastic secara halus.

hurm tu je kot buat masa ni. yg lain tak terfikir lg.
lg pun byk2 azam tapi tak dilaksanakan ape cte pulak kan?

hinokosyiwa

2009-12-29T22:58:00.004+08:00

pernah dengar? lebih kurang macam konohimitsu yg jual kat guardian tu je.

so dah lama tak buat. aku buat malam tadi.
let's see before and after.

before:

After:

haa.. geli tak? geli tak? aku sndiri geli kot.
kaki kanan aku plg byk kesan hitam.
mari bincangkan.. kenapa ya?

change your sleeping pattern, moon

2009-12-28T11:52:00.002+08:00

yup.. i ought to. selalu saja tidur lewat2 malam. kadang sampai pukul 3 pg. but bangun, lepas subuh tido balik la. but ada pernah sekali, tdo kul 3 pg, n lepas subuh x tdo dah. pergh.. mau pening kepala dibuatnya.

so,aku perlu tukar gaya hidup yg tidak sihat ni. lg seminggu aku akan balik ke campus semula. and i think i wanna start a new healthy life style. baru senang je ilmu nak masuk.

=)
peace!

26 DEC 2004

2009-12-26T22:21:00.002+08:00

Tsunami 2004 merupakan satu peristiwa yang dasyat bukan?
tadi aku tengok kat History Channel, yang cerita balik pengalaman mangsa ketika peristiwa berlaku. ada video semua, dasyatnya bukan boleh di buat main2. aku bersyukur sangat. Alhamdulilah kami sekeluarga tak apa-apa walaupun kami berada ditempat kejadian. Nasib kami baik.
pada masa tu, kami sekeluarga pergi bercuti di Langkawi. dan pada waktu kejadian, aku dan keluarga sedang seronok2 mandi manda di pantai kot.yup, air laut memangsurut masa tu. tapi, manalah nak expect akan berlaku tsunami kn. masa tu tsunami pun aku tak tahu apa.

apa yang membuatkan kami selamat, ialah niat mak aku utk shopping. yup. tuje. dia nak shopping takut tak sempat. so dia suruh kami berhenti mandi cepat2. kira kami in rush. so kami dah bertolak dari pantai.. jalan menuju kebandar.. tengok kat air dah naik sampai jalan. kami mase tu ingat banjir biasa je. pastu lepas interview beberape org. baru tahu apa berlaku. tapi, kami rasa macam ni bukanlah hal besar. ingat air naik mcm biasa je.

masa on the way nak balik KL,dengar berita kat radio. baru tahu, ni bukan perkara biasa. tsunami yang dasyat yang melibatkan tempat lain juga.

syukur Alhamdulillah. kami tak apa2.
Al-fatihah..

serius aku KERINDUAN

2009-12-25T21:56:00.003+08:00

aku rindu si kecil ni. Hannah nama dia. Hannah is my second niece after nabihah. Rindu nabihah jugak, tapi baru jumpa dia hari rabu lepas. Hannah ni dah lama tak jumpa. sejak cuti sekolah ni, mak dia bawak dia balik kampung belah abah dia. selama ni Hannah and ummie nye memang stay kat rumah rumah aku kalau hari biasa. aaaa rindu nye die. makin rindu bila mak dia MMS gamba ni kat aku siang tadi. =/

I love my family more than i love my self

2009-12-24T07:44:00.006+08:00

Rasa seronok sangat bila ada family member dari jauh datang ke rumah. Abg Long aku datang dari Sg petani. dia ada appointment dengan doktor di HKL untuk update information pasal proses kidney transplant.walaupun sekejap saje balik, tapi rasa mcm best sbb dpt borak2 sama, makan nasi kukus ayam dara yg superb ramai2 atas lantai. serius syok!

but still, deep in my heart.. im still thinking about my brother.
we were shocked when we knew the news. kalau tak silap aku, awl tahun ni kot kami semua tahu yang both of his kidneys are not functioning. it just so sad for us to take it. he's still young. tapi kami redha. pasti ada hikmah disebalik semua yang terjadi.

cara demi cara telah dicadangkan dan diambil kira. semua ahli keluarga sama-sama cari jalan. for the time being he still undergoing dialysis 3 times a week. seeing a brother who is really depending on machines is just unbearable for me. the pain, the swollen arm.. ya Allah, kuatkanlah hati abang. Alhamdulilah, Abang has a wife who is really supportive.

Kak Long and kak Chik offer untuk derma buah pinggang. both of them have to go to HKL often untuk diagnose itu ini, and it takes time. aku tak sangka pulak banyak betul steps utk buat kidney tranplant ni. dijangkakan dapat buat pembedahan thn depan.. bila tak tahu lagi. padahal kak chick and kak long dah lama follow up dengan hospital. bukan senang.. perlu pergi counselling jugak. antara 2 donor, the hospital needs to think which is the best. byk aspek yang dia lihat sampai ada yang kita tak terfikir pun. antara kak chick and kak long, sekali diagnose, tentu kak chik lagi layak sebab sibling. kira perfect match. tp dia lihat pula aspek in future. kak chik bujang lagi. belum pernah pragnant lagi. if let's say pregnancy kak cik nnt found out ada darah tinggi or diabetis, hidup dengan satu buah pinggang will be not enough. kalau diikutkan hati, mmg aku nak je derma aku punya buah pinggang. tapi kalau kak chik pun tak boleh, apatah lg aku. doktor akan kata..umur 18? too young. and ofcourse the same reason like kak chick.. pregnancy issues.

hurm.. so ingat senang seperti 123 and go? memang tak lah.. aku je yg terpengaruh dengan cerita melayu.. especially spaQ. Qistina kena admit hospital sbb kidney rosak, then trus husband buat operation.kalau tak silap aku on the same day kot. ntah bila dia diagnose and counselling semua tu aku tak tahu. haha.. biasalah cerita.

so at first, we thought that kak chik will be the donor. but at last, turns out that doctor chose kak long.

part ni buat aku tersentuh gila. sebab bagi aku, ni baru erti pengorbanan.. selalu ada je aku dgr 'cinta perlukan pengorbanan'. tapi pengorbanan macam mana aku tak nampak.
so dalam kes ni, suami isteri akan berkongsi buah pinggang. macam sweet lah pulak kn. i mean, we know that they really love each other.
and i think that what makes a family and what is family for.

for now, i just pray and hoping that Allah will bless them. harap pembedahan berjaya and dapat buat as soon as possible.. sebab aku dah tak sanggup lagi nk tgk abang thn sakit buat dialisis.

InsyaAllah.

mimpi diriku terbang ke Mesir

2009-12-22T23:24:00.003+08:00

haha..
ntah macam mana aku boleh berada di Cairo. bersama rakan2 ku..
mungkin ni side effect daripada:

- chit chat ringkas aku dgn syakuragi yg sedang belajar kat sana
- facebooking+usha2 gamba sahabat handai aku yg pergi buat medic kat sana
- dengar berita sepupu aku nak pergi sambung sekolah menengah dia kat sana
- aku pun, asyik teringat je kenangan zaman aku stay kat sana 2 thn lepas.

haiyyaa..

The Break Is Almost Over. Bare With it,baby.

2009-12-21T00:49:00.003+08:00

Well, Im going back to campus this very 2 Januari 2010. Which is soon.

So here is a list-to-do before i get back to campus.

1) Go to camera shop @ Pertama Complex, pick up my camera which has already repaired.

2) Go to Jalan TAR. I'd like to do some shopping. I need more Veils.

3) If i have a chance, I'd like to go picnic to any waterfall near Hulu Langat. I just LLLOOOOVVEEE nature, babeh!

4) Need to buy some food and everything that i might need in college.

5) Go to Bank Islam, to settle my Study Fees.

That's for now.

From Lappy to LCD TV

2009-12-20T17:44:00.004+08:00

DI kala aku kebosanan semalam, di kala rata-rata blogger heboh cerita pasal kemenangan Malaysia, aku dengan adik seperti biasa main laptop. Tengok drama korea sambil-sambil main World Cafe di facebook. Aku main laptop aku, dan dia belasah mak aku punya laptop. Pelbagai posisi kami cuba. Duduk. Bila bosan, kami Meniarap. bila sakit dada asyik meniarap je, kami baring. Bila semua posisi membosan kan.

aku didatangi satu idea. tengok drama korea dari laptop aku tapi tonton guna TV LCD di ruang tamu. woah. lagi seronok dan selesa. bervariasi posisi kedudukan boleh cuba dengan selesa.

monitor computer paling besar aku pernah guna. haha

sempat lagi main world cafe di facebook!

BLACK & WHITE PHOTO Contest

2009-12-20T12:25:00.005+08:00

Sesuai dengan musim christmas, aku tgh main snow. bkn makna ak smbut Christmas ok.

Alahai

2009-12-19T11:58:00.003+08:00

Mak, Ayah, K.chik, K.Inah pergi JB. visit Nenek.
Aku, Bro Umar, Adek Nana dan K. seri kat rumah.
semalam. hah.amek kau dengan adik aku sekali tidur kul 2 am. biasanya aku je yg tido lmbat. haha
semalam dinner aku g beli nasi kukus ayam dara. breakfast tadi kebab melawati yg aku beli malam tadi. reserved awal2 tuk buat breakfast.haha
lunch hari ini apa? malas nak kuar pegi beli. so.. maggie lah! haha.. aku dah la pencinta maggie
kuang3

KEKASIHKU IS SETAN

2009-12-19T00:03:00.003+08:00

DRAMA @ ASTRO RIA
TAJUK: KEKASIHKU IS SETAN

review aku?
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byk nye kebetulan. sepasang kekasih, 2-2 kene lukemia. Paling x leh blah.. 2-2 Mati serentak .mati dalam tidur. walaupun stage penyakit 2-2 org nih berbeza.nak buat cte hindustan ke ape ni weh? aku tak tahu mungkin boleh je berlaku. tapi.. damn... kebetulan pun agak2 lah..

jatuh martabat cerita melayu weh.

SANTAU

2009-12-16T20:12:00.004+08:00

pagi tadi aku pergi tonton SANTAU kat the Mines dengan mak dan adik aku. review aku? movie ni much better than jangan pandang belakang, congkak segala. Kalau kau orang tak rasa apa aku rasa, mungkin review aku ni dipengaruhi oleh kekaguman aku dengan bakat baru. Heroin dalam cerita ni ialah pelakon baru Putri Mardiana. Pandai dia berlakon. boleh bagi kredit lah utk title bakat baru kan.

oh. cerita ni jugak beri aku peringatan, jaga tingkah laku. jangan belagak. hasad dengki tu pasti ada. dan jaga makanan. baca bismillah sebelum makan atau minum. Ya Allah.. jauhkan lah aku dan keluarga aku dari segala bentuk gangguan.

Again, Races Issue. im bored okay?

2009-12-15T16:33:00.005+08:00

below are 60 facts that chinese thought about Malay. i copied and paste this from this guy's blog. Just read calmly because i know it will offense you. and do not assume anything about what my response is. i really hope, if u read it, read it til the end of the entry. because i have a message to deliver to all Malaysians.

APA ORANG CINA FIKIRKAN TENTANG ORANG MELAYU

01. You MALAY call each other 'BODOH' for fun, and too 'BODOH' to realize it's an offensive word.

02. You're the LAZIEST person on God's earth.

03. Always update with "lagu-lagu A-minor", "lagu-lagu rindu" and "wayang hindustani".

04. Always give a very long honourable speech start from Duli Yang Maha Mulia,Tan Sri, Puan Sri, YB-YB, Yang Berbahagia Datuk, Datuk-Datuk, Datin-Datin, Tuan Haji, Tuan Pengerusi Majlis.. and last sometime least...."rakyat jelata" sekalian......."terlebih dahulu saya ingin membuka majlis dengan asalamualaikuwaramatulahiwabarakatu......"

05. Many Malay ended at "pusat pemulihan dadah" for common drug abuse.

06. "Air sirap" is the cheapest drink you can afford.

07. You like to tease and act perverted when someone with sexual appeal passing by.

08. You self proclaimed from a superior race (Arabs).

09. You love to eat, especially FREE FOOD.

10. Malay favourite quote = REZEKI JANGAN DI TOLAK.

11. Malay least favourite word = JANJI MELAYU.

12. Your girls got a mouthfull of chicken's ass (loudmouths).

13. You can't stand it and always keep on staring at someone who are better dressing / looking rather than your back- dated looks.

14. You wear your shirt more than 4 times before wash it.

15. You feel it's not right to eat first before everybody gets their meal (while your meal is getting cold).

16. You got that annoying habit of wanting people to acknowledge you.

17. You know for the fact that you are supersticious (bomohs and dukuns).

18. You know for the fact that Malay jokes are decently lame and you always force yourself to laugh when other malay joker telling their lame jokes.

19. You always try to take advantage on other people work.

20. You are trained to be a sweet talker.

21. You love to offer drinks to your boss while polishing his shoe.

22. You always pick on juniors.

23. You don't care if everyone in your class/office know for the fact that you are lazy.

24. You are very protective on your seniority.

25. You are quite a slow thinker.

26. You prefer to borrow people's stuff rather than buy it, but hardly return it back.

27. You also always use other's property without asking permission.

28. Many of you are not sincere when making friend with non-malays.

29. You always waste your time in the public phone talking about "janji-janji manis", "omong- omong kosong", "aku hidup dalam blues", "Hindi superstar" and "cinta-sayang". (these are direct quotes...)

30. Malay most popular ambition... * to the public = "ingin menjadi seorang insan yang berguna" * in reality = factory worker

31. Gossip are number 1 favourite past time.

32. Malay favourite magazine are URTV, Mangga, Jelita, Remaja and Variasari.

33. Mark as "bangsa pendengki" by other race in Malaysia.

34. When someone giving a speech, a Malay usually will nod their head (kepala terangguk-angguk) not to show that they understand, but just simply to act that they understand in a serious manner.

35. Deep in the eyes of Malay, the meaning of "TERSIPU-SIPU BAHASA" and "MALU-MALU KUCING" are..... * GREAT APPETITE WITH A VENGEANCE.

36. Malay got less friend from other races because... * Malay are too proud of their own language which makes them stuck-up * Malay also ignore that other etnic groups and foreign people are willing to learn to speak in Malay while got other knowledge in other language. (so now you know why this email is written in ENGLISH)

37. In Malaysia, people said "wear condom and don't forget to take a bath with Dettol if you make love to a Malay".

38. An example of a Malay with good grades = STRAIGHT C-MINUS

39. A Malay boss are known as intimidating his staff, Sexual harrasing & Blackmailing, Welcome more family member and friends to
join the company, Corruption * Always bring company's item home for personel use.

40. Malay, as the biggest population in Malaysia, are always feels threaten with the minority Christian in the country.

41. Malay chicks always dream to have sex with White Man but always ended get f*ck by their own species. (Im sorry if this offended you, but it was a promise)

42. Most babies found in the bushes and dustbin are Malay.

43. Most adultery/incest cases are by Malay.

44. Most divorce cases are by Malay couple.

45. Most yuppie wannabes are Malay.

46. Malay man got the habit using sink/wash hand area to rinse and wash their penis mostly in their bathroom, hostel and also in the public toilet.

47. Malay love to make fun at people who use toilet paper to wipe ass because they love to touch their sh*t with their hand.

48. Malay knows that other races could not dare to eat malay food not because of the spices but because the food was process by their ass-wiping-hand.

49. Malay use toilet paper in Malay restaurant / food court / warung to wipe customer's mouth and hand.

50. A typical malay Ready-to-wear..... * a long, torn jeans, * a T-shirt * a pair of loafers

51. Malays can't live without rice and chilli.

52. A malay who check in a foreign hotel will cook their food inside the hotel room with water boiler and a portable mini cooker to save cost.

52. Malay knows their favourite fast food...... KENTUCKY FRIED CHICKEN hot and spicy.

53. Malay will eat fried chicken and burger just like in the manner of eating rice with hand "one hand lean on the table, slouching head to the plate and other hand with finger close to each other to enter mouth".

54. Malay toilet always smells like "petai".
55. Malay love to remind people to have their morning shower but they themself always ended up having a BO in the afternoon. (BO=body-odour)

56. Backstabbing are malay greatest asset.

57. Cheating in examination or test are heredity.

58. Malay favourite brand are G.A Blue Jeans, Lady-like Jeans, a fake Ray-ban.

59. Upper class Malay favourite brand are the cheapest Versace t-shirt, Malboro Classic sometimes fake sometimes not jeans, an old fashion (erik estrada CHIPS) Ray-Ban glasses and a discount sales Mark and Spencer.

60. Weekend are racing paradise for "Mat Motor".

61. Malay never learn to accept people's opinion as a guide or challenge.

62. You feel that you had to support Moslem terrorist just because their are Islam and not because their are a serial killers.

63. Malay favourite living c.. BIAR PERUT KOSONG ASALKAN RUMAH CANTIK MACAM ISTANA.

64. The only musical instrument you can play is a GITAR KAPOK.

65. You Malay will pretend to ignore and deny that you are typical.

66. You MALAYS dreaming to become rich, but not by hard working or studying BUT with ALL KINDS OF SKIM CEPAT KAYA and STUPID MULTI-LEVEL MARKETING BUSINESS.

67. Dont have money but always want to action - buying cars like Waja, Wira and other expensive cars while you know you can only afford a KAPCAI.

68. Parents very rich but still go overseas using govenment scholarship. Go overseas to enjoy and not to study.(biar la die dah pandai)

69. You will start to wondering about yourself after reading this.

WOOT. mulut tak terucap, kepala penoh bagaikan tersumbat dengan maki hamun. mungkin itu apa yg terjadi pade aku. but, after sometimes.. i realise. please.. and please..look at the bright side. i think this is a kind of PROVOCATION made by some useless people and tak ada kerja nak buat.or COULD be. people who are jelous of Malaysia who the residents are MULTI-RACES. deep in my heart, it could be from our nieghbour country yg sgt2 belagak rakyatnya.

or maybe the person who wrote these had bad experience with Malays, not all Malays are good though.. some are reallly racist too.

IF, my thought is totally wrong. it's okay. you can just learn from it. A FEW points are quite relevance while the rest are not. such as lazy, it could be right compared to Chinese who are really hardworking. but don't think all of them are hardworking and smart. they are still some who are less smart. believe me. SO DO the malays. not all STUPID AND LAZY. they are still SMART and HARDWORKING.

Actually, i think that Most of the points are irrelevance. why? my answer is simple. DIFFERENT POEPLE DIFFERENT COLOURS! that's it. and PEOPLE i meant could be in any race and color. some points that are mention to malay above, actually could be to some chinese also. such as, want FREE FOOD. i think that point is more about for the chinese. i've been in many places and offices in my experience. if there are occasions like any buffet dinner, or any makan2 after meeting, it would be chinese will be excited. TAPAU is your favourite word isn't? ofcourse, some Malay would be excited too, but they just appreciate it by saying " REZEKI JANGAN DITOLAK". if u not aggree this particular point, then u have to agree my 1st point. DIFFERENT PEOPLE DIFFERENT COLOURS.

and another point i would comment. about the malay got sponsored to study abroad not to study but to enjoy. serious shit, man! i would have consider ur word for 'enjoy' is to enjoy study. study is enjoy. believe me, if could study in anywhere, no matter what the place is, u still have time to enjoy. plus, good study plan is to have some enjoy time. and the graduates from overseas who got sponsored by government, they need to pay back by their service. doctors, engineers, TEACHERS especially, they are needed for the country okay.
i would have say you said all those shit just beacause of jelousy. BUT, i remembered, that the person who wrote this will be uneducated maybe.

i can't write further and response to each points. because it just bullshit and not necessary because people might think im provoking again.

but SERIIOUSLy.. no. my REAL point is don't narrow your mind. be open like really really open. i do have many friends from other races. and we are good friends and classmates. we do hang out sometimes. WE will be okay to any races if WE GET CLOSE TO THEM. not for any races. any people. even same races, sometimeS even malay to malay, they have gap and do not get along. but if we get closer and closer.. we will be okay!

FOOD FOR THOUGHT,baby..FOOD FOR THOUGHT!

we had good times together... ouh.. im not in the pictures, maybe coz i snapped those.

From the Oprah's show: A girl found living like an animal

2009-12-14T16:59:00.008+08:00

Aku bukan lah penonton setia rancangan Oprah. tapi kadang-kadang kalau TERbukak rancangan tu, layan je la. Yang aku suka tentang Oprah ni, rancangan ni banyak bagi aku information dan juga benda baru. aku memang suka absorb benda2 baru. contohnye tentang bakat hebat dari philipines, Charice Pempengco. budak perempuan muda lg dari umur aku mempunyai pengalaman perit masa zaman kanak2 tetapi masih gagah berdiri di atas bumi ni dengan satu tujuan, make a better place to her and mom. bakat dia, jangan pandang sebelah mata. boleh lawan celine dion okey.

okay, tapi bukan pasal dia aku nak cerita. Oprah bukan discover pasal die sorang je, tp expose jugak tentang budak lain. yang aku nak cerita ialah pasal budak yang ABUSED by her own mother. and her name is Danielle.

Danielle ni berumur 6 tahun, dan dijumpai di sebuah rumah usang yang sangat sangat kotor. lipas mati merata2. tilam yang dah nazak.. entah.. maybe kau orang patut tgk video ni. describe sesuatu bukan satu kepakaran aku.

disgusting kan?
tapi kesiannya dia, perkembangan otak die tidak normal seperti kanak-kanak 6 tahun yang lain. dia tak boleh bercakap, tak boleh pegang makanan, cara die berjalan sangat pelik.. that's why tajuk episode oprah ni " a girl found living like an animal"

yang paling tak boleh aku terima, bila ibunya di temu ramah, ibu dia kata die bukan penyebab anak die jadi begitu. dia kata sayang anak dia and sampai menangis2. aku rasa mmg psycho makcik tuh..

selepas Danielle diberi rawatan.. ada satu family amek die sebagai anak angkat. family ni mmg baik sampai sanggup nk amik die sebagai anak angkat. ye lah.. die bukannya normal. dan even dah 2 tahun budak ni dijumpai, perkembangan otak die sama seperti budak umur 2 thn. bayangkan, budka umur 8 thn tapi perkembangan otak macam umur 2 thn. kasihan.

Between the Truth or Lie.

2009-12-13T21:04:00.005+08:00

As the saying goes, 'we're being our self when we're all alone".
well, how about when we're not alone?

Finding who we are, what we are, etc.. is common among the teens. Apparently, i am included.

Year by year, i have been trying really hard to find who i am. And IF it could be measured and plotted in a graph, i can say the graph will be up down up down. Simply because, i can find who i am when i'm alone, having a long holiday and not meeting many people. like i live in my own world. But what happens is, when i have to leave my own world and share it with other folks. Going to college, is something that we have to. There's no other option, isn't it?

God, only you know how do i hate it when i'm not being my self. It's not like i don't try. i have. like so fuckin hard. Too many influences.
'eh, macam lalang kan?' that's always in my mind.

Having multiples personalities is what i scared most. Sometimes i think i have split personality or some kind of mental disorder. But it could be not because mental disorder people wouldn't know that they have split personality or whatever.

Nice, bad, religious,naughty, nerd, lazy, pervert, innocent, sarcastic, care about people, ego, patient, impatient, honest. Those could be me. and sometimes could not be me.

*sigh*

i think i just want to give up on trying.. and 'let it be' as the beatle say. i think i don't wanna give a damn to what people going to say. Maybe they have to just accept it. be friend or not with me it's up to them.

Or maybe i have to admit and accept it. Maybe being me is being a person who has many different personality. maybe..

Or,, the other option being my self in my own world.. this blog.

This is the reason of MJ......

2009-12-12T22:56:00.000+08:00

HEY JUDE..

2009-12-12T11:44:00.007+08:00

Jujur,the beatles bukanlah zaman aku. Tahu semua lagu mereka apatah lagi. Tapi, sejak Aidulfitri yg lepas, aku asyik ulang main je lagu ni. Hey Jude.
macam mana aku boleh start dengar? Well, masa petang raya tu, ada program 'Akustik Raya' kat TV3. Antara artis yg main ialah Faizal Tahir, Aizat AF, Lan MUH, dan Noh Hujan. Layan jugak la show ni. and the last song yang diorang perform ialah Hey Jude. first time dengar time tu lah. and first time dengar tu jugak lah aku dah jatuh hati. miawww.. haha

so ni versi Akustik Raya,

dan yang ini, versi the beatle

mana best?

DURIAN BATTLE

2009-12-12T01:59:00.001+08:00

cerita ni dah lama. basi kot. tp saje nk cita balik. nk byk kan entry. haha

heh. perkataan 'battle' tu tak sesuai kot. 'Dare' mungkin.
dalam ramai2 keluarga aku (ramai ok), ade 2 org je yg tak suka durian. Abang aku dan adik aku. dalam sedang seronok berpesta DOGHIAN (slang perak), muncullah niat nakal aku nak sakat adik aku. adik aku ni, JIJIK benor dgn durian ni. bau tak boleh. kalau share makanan tak akan boleh kalao dlm mulut masih ada bau durian. Gedik betul adik aku ni. Padahal dia belum cuba pun lagi durian tu. cuba lah dulu sekali kan. Aku pun offer dia rm5 kalao berjaya habiskan seulas durian. ok lah tu kan? dan aku tak sekejam mana, sebelum aku bg dia makan aku buat quality check dulu. kot2 durian yg dia nak mkn tu buruk ke masam ke. saja je nak check walo dah tau durian ni quality superb. (beli lah depan petronas taman len sen, cheras). hehe iklan jap.
kalau orang sume makan satu ulas tu dlm masa 1 minit je, die habiskan dalam masa 5 minit. kesian pulak tgk muka dia masa tgh makan. ade lah beberapa kali die rase nak muntah. tapi rilek ah.. baru lah 'FEAR FACTOR'. lagi kesian, dia dapat durian yang besau, byk isi dan bijinye kecikk je. hah..jenuh lah kau. at last, berjaya jugak. dia cakap, rasa dia ok lah. haaa..bole pun telan.. tak yah nak anti2 lagi dgn we all yg ske melantak durian ni. aku sbenarnye nak post video dia masa tgh makan. tapi tak jadi. malukan dia je. haha

oh teringat pulak kisah cikgu aku masa aku sekola di egypt. cikgu bio n chemist aku. org panggil dia Dr.B.(pendek utk Dr. Bourghdoff)
Dr.B ni baru balik bercuti di malaysia masa tu. excited bercerita ttg experience dia bla bla.. sempat lagi kutuk durian. "smell like hell, taste like hell' katanya. aku dan beberapa student malaysia yg lain jeling menjeling satu sama lain. dalam hati aku, "Doktor ni pnah bau dan rasa ke neraka tu?".

SALAMFORMERS

2009-12-12T01:49:00.002+08:00

waduh.. bisa2 saja crush aku si Shia La beuof tu bahas Indon yea? haha "apa an?"

NATRAH

2009-12-12T00:32:00.000+08:00

Salam.
Aku baru balik dari Istana Budaya, tonton teater box office Natrah. Pada mulanya, teater ini hanya ditayangkan pada 30 november hingga 9 disember. tapi, atas permintaan ramai tayangan dilanjutkan sehingga 13 disember.

OH, mungkin ada yang tertanya-tanya, kenapa aku tengok teater?. mungkin aku tak dilahirkan utk mempunyai bakat, seni yang bukan semua orang boleh dapat. tapi aku boleh cakap aku dilhairkan utk MEMINATI seni.. dan juga MENGHARGAI seni. "wah serius nye aku!" haha. rileks moon, rileks.

ini kali kedua aku pergi tengok teater. my very first time was CUCI the musical arahan Hans Isaac. dan sejak tu, aku jadi teruja nak tonton teater. CUCI the musical, mmg best bg aku. kesian hans isaac, x de org nk sponsor.

okay, balik semula kisah natrah ni. bagi aku macam bosan jugak, tapi cerita ni berjaya buat aku berfikir. org kata, cerita bagus ialah cerita yang buat orang berfikir. nak tahu apa yg aku fikir?
hurm.. okay, sebelum aku tonton Natrah ni, aku ada terbaca satu artikal dalam akhbar tempatan yang mengkritik Natrah ni. katanya, cerita yang Eirma Fatimah buat ni tidak serupa dengan apa yang ada dalam jalan cerita di dalam buku terbitan UITM. dalam teater, seolah-olah menunjukkan kejayaan pihak Belanda walhal dalam buku tersebut menunjukkkan sebaliknya.

hurm mana betul? aku tak tahu. sebab aku tak pernah percaya sejarah bulat2. sebab mungkin betul mungkin tidak. mungkin sejarah yang termaktub hanyalah cerita dari sebuah pihak sahaja.

kalau nak diikutkan, cerita Natrah ni, yang merupakan anak pasangan Belanda, diserahkan oleh Ibu beliau kepada sahabatnya, Aminah untuk dijaga pada masa peperangan. mereka mengalami kesusahan. secara natural, pasti Aminah tu dianggap ibu angkat dan menjaga Natrah, didik, dan segala.

tapi, bila Natrah menjadi remaja, keluarga kandung Natrah datang utk mununtut hak mereka iaitu Natrah. mereka mahu membesarkan Natrah dan ingin Natrah menjadi christian walaupun Natrah sangat percaya akan Islam. secara logik, betul juga tindakan keluarga Natrah tu. dalam reality, ini sudah semestinya. ibu bapa mahu yang terbaik utk anak. kalau mereka percaya christian, pasti mahu anaknya pegang agama christian. macam org kita jugak kn?

jadi dalam teater Natrah ni, bagi aku, Eirma Fatimah telah berjaya menunjukkan pandangan semua pihak, ibu bapa Natrah, ibu angkat Natrah dan juga Natrah sendiri. atas stage, 3 watak confess. bagi aku, tak ada siapa salah, tak ada sapa yg betul. itu conflict biasa bila sentuh isu agama dan hak.

hurm.. dah lah tu.. panjang jugak aku membebel. i should stop. sorry kalau rasa pandangan aku tak macam pandangan korang. or mungkin rasa pandangan aku tak berapa nak betul. tu ikhas dari apa yang aku rasa.

ALHAMDULILLAH!

2009-12-11T09:36:00.001+08:00

alhamdulillah.. in the name of ALLAH.

syukur sangat bila dapat result semalam. hampir aku putus asa untuk masuk student portal. asyik2 refresh, asik2 page cant be displayed. aduh.. sabar2. dalam hati mungkin ni petanda yg ak akan dapat result tak cunn? haha what a negative minded.

then, when i was about to sleep, i tried to log in using my mobile, but still using the wireless connection. refresh for a few times. then finally.. i got it! the feeling.. was so great.. the result might be average to some people, but this is like a 'thumb's up' for me. i didnt expect i could get that high because i think i didnt do really well in my account paper. the account didnt balance. haha

alhamdulillah.. again.. i got dean list! the pointer is 3.93.

new layout

2009-11-03T16:14:00.000+08:00

well, i have been trying new layout for quite a few times these days if u have notice. but.. hurm the results were bad. i'll try next time.

CAMBEST #1: SING IT TO FIND

2009-10-19T16:47:00.001+08:00

Can't get that tune out of your mind? You know, the song you can sing and hum but can't remember the lyrics. Well, you don't have to wonder anymore. Midomi.com will help you find the song online even if you don't know the title or artist. All you need is a microphone, attach it to your PC and search for the track by singing or humming. Midomi.com will record it and match the tune with its database to find your song. You could also help them out and record a tune of a song you DO know and add it to their database. That's it!

* Don't have a microphone? no worries. you can use your earphone but just attach it to the mic hole not earphone hole. haha crap.. i dont know you get it or not.

*Don't even have an earphone? pergi kedai beli lah! haha

*i bet there's NO malay songs there. i've tried. none. so anda yang rajin letak lah yer kalau rajin!

SALAM.

2009-10-17T21:56:00.000+08:00

Salam and Hello.
welcome to my new blog. my previous blog was set to private for some reason. my bad.
so.. i hope i would be active in blogging soon. apparently i cant right now because the final examination is just around the corner.

so, see you.